So, so, so...
Today I was fighting with myself and one of us won. One who's responsible and active who is ready to study...Well, not me, I think).
I still can not choose where I want to study in the future. It drives me crazy, boy. What to do? Aaaah. I'm in panic, if you haven't noticed.
I need to buy some gum. I'll go to AS tomorrow, maybe she'll tell me smth right 'bout education or smth... I hope so...
Three days of maths in week start tomorrow. I'd better don't say I hate it... but feels like I do.
God, please, be with me.
I will be.
Even If you don't, I'll be with you than. Don't be silent, please, do care! Love you, anyway.

Just don't leave me. Just do not.